sometimes i get this awful feeling like everything that i do, really just everything, is happening really fast. my thoughts are fast and loud, it seems like i move extra fast even if i intentionally go slow. this happened to me earlier today and i went to get some water from the fridge and it sounded like the fridge was screaming at me. this terrible feeling seems to happen when i really get into a video game. i was playing donkey kong for wii when it happened today. i get tired of the same donkey kong music over and over again, so i mute the game and put on my ipod. i was listening to "time to dance" by panic at the disco! when this feeling happened this time. it's a great song but probably one of the worst songs for the circumstance.
in other thoughts, i decided today that i'm going to not let my job make me mad
anymore. that's a big deal b/c it makes me mad.... most every day. i was extra slammed this morning and i kinda went off on my boss. not good. i made up for it though. i noticed i went too far and i pulled it back in very quickly. i was just really mad. the thing is, in all honesty, i have no idea who to be mad at. my boss just does what he is told to do, just like i do what he tells me to do. his boss probably just tells my boss what his boss tells him to tell my boss. well regardless of who is responsible, it only affects me. i will do my best, as always and that's that.
real life
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